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“The God molecule truly confers individuals the opportunity to dissolve completely all our preconceived cosmovisions, Ego perceptions and illusions as we experience a merging into the Oneness of all things. To feel Infinity, a face to face encounter with Source. By self realisation of our divine nature and the true energetic nature of  our living reality, we are able to truly unravel all our human expression to the point of achieving a full healing process ; by complete analysis of our lives, of our lineage, and also curing individuals on all levels: mind, body, and soul. To experience the inter connective-ness of all things that were, that are, and that ever will. To live a billion year old process within our self , and to be freed from our physical bound form for a period of only 20 minutes Earth time.”

- The Bufo Alvarius Medicine Codex: Guidelines for the Proper Administration of the God Molecule Gerardo R. Sandoval

Bufo Alvarius or The Colorado River Toad

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This is a continuation of the Plant Medicine Experiences that both Karis and I have undergone. Please see Kambo Blog for more context.

Bufo, a medicine we had heard rumours of yet never really gave it any time of day until it was brought up during our podcast with Sara - Healer and Frog Medicine Facilitator/Guide

Kambo cleared the body, and gave us a physical reset, and mushrooms took us on a journey where we got to unravel, clear and reintegrate the wisdom from the life path we have taken so far yet Bufo was a whole other medicine. It came through as an invitation, to meet something greater than ourselves, essentially getting the ego out the way to connect to God, Source, and Universal Consciousness - to experience the ‘oneness’ at a visceral level.

Bufo itself falls into the category of Entheogens. Here is an extract from Being Human An Entheological Guide to God, Evolution and the Fractal Energetic Nature of Reality by Martin W. Ball, PhD.

‘The key to this process is personal work with entheogens, or substances that generate the experience of God within. With these tools, you can experience everything that will be shared in this guide directly for yourself with no religions, gurus, priests, or shamans standing between you and your direct experience of reality.‘

This Medicine removes the parts that we strive to integrate for a moment and allows us to really tap into the other side of this experience, moving from the Human to the Being.

Diving in there was no real expectation other than this will be an experiential journey like no other.

What is BUFO?

Bufo alvarius, also known as the Colorado River toad or the Sonoran Desert toad, is a species of amphibian that has long been shrouded in mystery and intrigue. These toads are found in Western Mexico and some states in the US and possess a powerful and potent psychedelic substance called 5-MeO-DMT, which is secreted from their venom glands as a defense mechanism against predators. This unique and powerful substance can only be found within the venom of the Bufo alvarius toad, making it a highly sought-after and rare experience for those interested in psychedelics.

But the story of Bufo alvarius doesn't end there. When the venom is extracted and dehydrated into crystals, it creates a mind-bending, intense experience that lasts only 15-30 minutes, yet is 5 times more potent than the popular psychedelic DMT.

And though 5-MeO-DMT has a history of traditional use in other plants, there is no evidence or lineage of any indigenous Bufo alvarius practices. This raises many questions about the true origins and potential uses of this powerful substance.

With a lifespan of 20 years, the Bufo alvarius toad spend most of the year in hibernation, only resurfacing to breed during the monsoon rains. So not only is Bufo a rare and unique experience, but also an elusive one.

Let’s Dive Deeper…

History Behind BUFO

Bufotenine is a psychedelic compound found in the skin and glands of certain species of toads, including the Bufo alvarius, also known as the Sonoran Desert toad. It has been used for thousands of years in traditional medicine and shamanic practices. According to anthropologist Peter Furst, the use of Bufo toad venom dates back to the Neanderthal era. Many ancient cultures have used the toad for medicinal and spiritual purposes.

The substance derived from the venom of Bufo alvarius is 5-MeO-DMT, which is an extremely potent psychedelic. It is four to six times stronger than its better-known relative DMT (dimethyltryptamine). This compound is also found in some psychoactive plants.

5-MeO-DMT is classified as a Schedule I drug by the US government, making it illegal to manufacture, distribute, possess, or buy. However, in Mexico, it is not regulated. Despite its illegal status, many people seek out this powerful psychedelic, and shamans in Mexico and the southwestern US have been harvesting and smoking the substance for centuries.

Some people who have smoked Bufo alvarius venom describe it as a life-altering experience, with intense and relatively short-lived effects that last about 30 minutes. Many people report that the experience is powerfully transformative in a good way, but it's important to note that the effects can vary greatly from person to person.

Today, science is catching up with these mystical accounts. A growing number of researchers are studying Bufo and other hallucinogenic substances as potential treatments for mental health conditions such as depression, PTSD, and addiction. Studies have shown that these substances can have a positive impact on the brain, resulting in changes in neural activity and connectivity, and influencing the release of neurotransmitters such as serotonin and dopamine. However, more research is needed to fully understand the potential therapeutic benefits of Bufo and other psychedelics.

What Are the Possible Benefits of BUFO?

Research suggests that 5-MeO-DMT may have potential as a treatment for anxiety and depression. Studies have shown that it may down-regulate a receptor involved in the reward mechanism of drug abuse, making it an effective adjunct to Ibogaine therapy for addiction treatment. Additionally, cells treated with 5-MeO-DMT have been found to have a similar response to anti-depressant medications. However, further research is needed to fully understand the anti-depressive properties of 5-MeO-DMT.

There have also been suggestions that 5-MeO-DMT could be useful in understanding the neurobiological basis of hallucinations and for the development of antipsychotic drugs.

Bufo is also known for the treatment of the following ailments/diseases, among others:

  • Increases feelings of euphoria and well-being

  • Alleviates symptoms of depression and anxiety

  • Enhances spiritual experiences and self-discovery

  • Improves focus and concentration

  • Increases empathy and connection with others

  • Reduces symptoms of PTSD

  • Help in addiction recovery

  • Promotes deep relaxation and stress relief

  • Enhances creativity and problem-solving abilities

  • A connection with the universe and feeling of being one with all

  • Being centered and connected with consciousness

  • Abolition of suppressed traumatic memories that create suffering, addictions, and psychosomatic illnesses

  • Improves overall sense of physical and emotional well-being.

A recent study published on PubMed suggests that inhaling bufo vapour containing 5-MeO-DMT can have a significant impact on an individual's cognitive well-being. Conducted in a natural setting, the study found that participants reported a post-toad "afterglow" which allowed them to detach from negative behaviours, thought patterns, and even past trauma. This led to an increase in life satisfaction, mindfulness, self-awareness, and a decrease in psychopathological symptoms. It was also noted that shortly after experiencing the effects of the vapour, participants returned to their normal, sober state.

Preparation For The BUFO Ceremony

The Prep for this entheogenic ceremony was not as intensive as one would think. Kambo prep was far more intense physically, yet the mental component regarding this experience was far more prevalent. Knowing that you are having to let go of control and trust the process is a very different sensation.

The practitioner will want to assess you before the ritual begins. Before each ceremony, applicants are vetted by phone to review their medical history and if this is the right medicine for them.

Sarra (the facilitator) made it abundantly clear that not everyone gets an invitation to experience this medicine, due to the nature of the medicine itself. If you are not in the right space this could do far more harm than good. Before the decision to move forward, there was an extensive application, conversations and full disclosure relating to the risks associated with the medicine and a mild idea of what the experience would be.

Once both Karis and I got the go-ahead we had to basically fast for 12 hours only water and black tea were allowed until approximately 2 to 3 hours before the ceremony - not as intense as Kambo fortunately.

The following is Worth Noting:

Medical Conditions:

It is important to have open and honest communication with your facilitator about any pre-existing health or medical conditions before participating in a Bufo ceremony. This is particularly important if you are currently taking any medications, as some drugs may have contraindications with the use of Bufo. To ensure the best and safest experience, it is recommended to abstain from recreational drugs and alcohol for at least a week before and after the ceremony.

Diet:

To ensure optimal results and a positive experience, it is recommended to avoid consuming meat, processed foods, and caffeine in the days leading up to the ceremony and for several days following. Eating a light breakfast on the day of the ceremony is also suggested, as some individuals may experience vomiting.

Meditation:

Practicing meditation can help to calm the mind and prepare for the ceremony. If you have a regular meditation practice, it is recommended to continue this before and after the ceremony. If you have never meditated before, this may be a good opportunity to give it a try.

Distractions:

Gadgets and technology can be distractions and can hinder self-awareness. To ensure the best experience, it is recommended to limit or avoid the use of technology and other distractions a few days before the Bufo ceremony.

The toad medicine ceremony can be a profound and robust experience. Make sure you are well-rested and fit on the ceremony day. Keep yourself free a couple of days after the ceremony, if possible. It is not necessary, but it can help you integrate the experience.

Intention setting is also a really important component, I found myself really looking beyond the usual mind, body, and emotional context of things. There was a sense that something greater was on the horizon and trying to encapsulate the sense or feeling with words would not have done it justice.

The night prior it was really looking at the ‘why’ and intention behind going ahead with this, what was the pull that brought us towards making this decision?

Was it ego? Was it curious it’s? Or was it something deeper?

Personally, I think a part of myself was so tired of the weight that I have carried throughout this human experience that I needed to be forced to set it down once and for all. Start the new chapter, in a new book.

Here's What Happens During A BUFO Ceremony

A Bufo ceremony is a powerful and unique experience that is derived from the dried venom secreted by the Bufo alvarius toad. During the ceremony, participants inhale a single 50mg dose of the vaporized venom, which can produce hallucinations and boundless experiences that last anywhere from 7 to 90 minutes, with an average duration of 30 minutes. Many people who participate in a Bufo ceremony report having mystical experiences, including "seeing God" and gaining a deeper understanding of their place in the universe.

The ceremony begins with a shaman preparing a glass pipe filled with the toad medicine in crystal form. The user then inhales the smoke by taking a small puff and holding it in their lungs for a short period of time before exhaling fully. This ritual is often accompanied by various shamanic acts such as drumming, playing shamanic music, incantation or blowing smoke over the user's body.

Each person's experience during a Bufo ceremony is unique. Some users may feel as though they have travelled far away, while others may feel grounded. Some may have profound revelations, while others may experience moments of euphoria. Some may feel that they are in a better state of mind than before, while others may find the experience complex.

While under the influence of the venom, many individuals report feeling one with the universe and describe the experience as a "rebirth." However, the drug can also cause intense emotional reactions and physical symptoms such as euphoria, convulsions, and even vomiting.

The hallucinogenic effects of the Bufo alvarius venom typically begin around five minutes after inhalation and can last up to an hour for most users. The Bufo ceremony is a powerful and profound experience that can be life-changing for many people. It is important to note that the use of Bufo alvarius venom is not legal in some countries and should be used under the guidance of a qualified professional.

After The Ceremony, Post notes and Integration

Integrating medicine, like Bufo, into one's daily life requires time and patience. The post-ingestion period is crucial as it allows for the absorption of important information and insights. It is important to make space for any thoughts or emotions that may arise during this time. Integration takes place through space, honouring the insights without the expectation of the medicine having done or not having done anything profound beyond the experience.

Some individuals may experience strong emotional responses, such as uncontrollable sobbing, following ingestion. These reactions are normal and should not be met with feelings of guilt or overwhelm.

Additionally, some individuals may experience "reactivations" or echoes of the Bufo journey during sleep, specifically between 1 am and 4 am. This is often referred to as "night school" and may not happen for everyone. It is important to note that individuals who have a more peaceful lifestyle and are more spiritually in tune tend to have better experiences with Bufo medicine.

The Dangers Of Bufo

There are potential complications that may arise if an individual has not disclosed any specific mental health diagnoses, such as Bipolar disorder or schizophrenia. Therefore, it is important to thoroughly research and understand your emotional and mental state before engaging in any entheogenic practices. It is also crucial to work with a practitioner who has integrity and the proper training and tools to support you in your journey.

When it comes to Bufo alvarius, it is important to note that the venom is not without risks. Not only are there potential pharmacological interactions to be aware of, but one's overall health should be good in order to handle the intense nature of the experience. It is also crucial to have facilitators who prioritize safety. Many deaths associated with Bufo use have been caused by poor or negligent facilitation, such as a lack of attention to participants in distress or irresponsible practices like forcing water into lungs or using electric shocks. To minimize these risks, make sure you are in good health before your experience and only work with facilitators you have thoroughly researched and trust to prioritize your safety.

Additionally, there are certain drug interactions that could be dangerous when using Bufo alvarius venom or 5-MeO-DMT. These include lithium, which can cause fatal seizures and heart attacks when combined with psychedelics like 5-MeO-DMT; Tramadol, which can cause serotonin syndrome when combined with 5-MeO-DMT; SSRI medications, which have a theoretical chance of causing serotonin syndrome when combined with high doses; MAOI medications, which have been linked to deaths when combined with 5-MeO-DMT; and heart or blood pressure medications, which can be affected by the drastic changes in heart rate and breathing caused by Bufo.

The above image depicts the moment you begin dissolving into the Oneness, Source or this Greater Power that interlinks all things

It's important to recognize that any psychedelic experience comes with psychological risks in addition to physical ones. The intense nature of 5-MeO-DMT or Bufo sessions can cause intense dread and distress, and proper preparation and awareness of the hazards are essential for a safe experience. Working with a skilled facilitator and having a solid support structure in place can decrease the likelihood of serious consequences. If a distressing experience does occur, proper integration strategies with qualified facilitators can help prevent long-term psychological damage and help you perceive the journey in a positive way. To learn more about integration, visit our Resources section.

An Overview of Our Experience

Nicks Overview

That saying of ‘you are a spiritual being having a human experience’ has never felt more true for me at a cellular level. The overall unravelling and unpacking of the infinite 30 minutes was really something else. I was personally given 2 doses one at the start and one in the middle for deeper integration as I was moving back into this space. After the initial intake of the medicine, there was this melting away from the past, and future, just into the now. Falling backwards, leaving all the Titles, nouns, words, experiences and even purpose behind.

The ego and personality were no more. ONLY unity, only oneness, only love, bliss, and contentment are all combined into one. In the podcast, I shared that “my soul got a hug” that’s how it felt.

The same experience as when you used to be at school lugging a large, heavy bag around and then there’s that moment when it just slides off the shoulder on a hot summers day, there’s a thud, a sense of freedom as your shoulder regains blood flow and you are met with a gentle breeze. It’s something like that but NOTHING like that.

When I came back, I have never felt more gratitude and compassion for my human, for the life that I have lived, from each and every moment, person and breath that have had the privilege of experiencing.

The blanket of depression - that has been around for most of my life - has improved by at least 70 per cent - the thick fog is only a slight haze.

This was a full death and rebirth, a new lease on life and like one of my mentors loves sharing that “we are all swimming in the same water, the only difference is the depth that one is willing to go” - I felt like I found a bottom somewhere and still as I find words for this, more life and insight arises day after day in these new depths of the human experience.

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CONCLUSION

The Bufo ceremony not only allows you to discover and heal yourself, but it also bridges the gap between the human and the spiritual realm. This is a powerful opportunity to connect with your inner self and the universe. It's a chance to tap into the wisdom and knowledge that lies within and to connect with the divine. The Bufo ceremony is not only an experience that will heal you physically and emotionally, but also spiritually. It will help you to understand your place in the world, and how you can be a better human being. So, take the leap and let the Bufo ceremony guide you towards a deeper understanding of yourself, and the world around you.

Reach out if you are In South Africa if you would like to get in touch with the healer/facilitator who guided/facilitated our experience. She lives her life in alignment with the work that she does. We both felt supported and honoured before, during and after the journey.

Sara (Practitioner)

FAQS ABOUT BUFO ALVARIUS

  • No. Bufo is actually used to battle substance addiction

  • In my experience, Bufo is beneficial for people struggling with depression and anxiety, as well as those with certain addictions, like cocaine. It can also be a helpful remedy for PTSD.

  • A session with Bufo can last anywhere from 20-45 minutes for the full effects to wear off. However, for some, the effects are longer-lasting—like a sustained enhancement of satisfaction with life that also eases the effects of depression, anxiety, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Some people also experience "night school,” a sort of re-activation of the 5-Me-DMT molecule, which can occur when they are asleep.

  • No. The Kambo ceremony is a healing ritual native to the Amazon. This ritual also uses the secretions of a frog. The Amazonian green monkey frogs secrete a poisonous substance. It is an act of self-defence to protect themselves from predators. It is waxy in texture and is used in a Kambo ceremony.

  • No, they are entirely different from each other. The active component of the Bufo alvarius secretion is 5-MeO-DMT. It is different from DMT (dimethyltryptamine). 5-MeO-DMT is a potent natural psychedelic. It is about five times more powerful than DMT, making the Bufo experience different from DMT based experience.

  • Yes, due to the hype surrounding the Bufo ceremony, researchers warn that this rare species of Sonoran toad is at risk of population collapse. Poaching, over-harvesting, illegal trafficking, and violence against these amphibians are raising the alarm. This is prevalent in the regions bordering Mexico. Many followers now have a divided opinion of toad medicine for spiritual healing purposes. Users are willing to pay hefty sums to undergo this spiritual adventure. In this mad scramble, they are endangering the toad population.

References

Nick Vonpitt

Life and Business Strategist

Transformative Coaching, NLP, and EFT

https://www.thejourneyofnow.com/work-with-nick
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